my hands smell like carpet shampoo
Monday, February 26, 2007
I am moving on Wednesday, leap year. Grandpa would have turned 96, had he lived two more years. He had 'good innings', still I really miss him. He was so cool. When he was around 90 he was getting out of his car to go to Carrows one evening and this teenage kid tried to take his car, and grandpa nearly knocked him out! He would have punched my ex for leaving me, and honestly I would have loved to see it.
I was really inspired today reading Lynette's MySpace posting of Steph's comments on love. I have a stone that has the word 'patience' written on it, and I think I'll carry it in my pocket!
Posted byKarma at Monday, February 26, 2007 1 comments
Labels: life
feeling a helluva lot better
Saturday, February 10, 2007
Went to meditation class this evening, feeling grounded now. Focus on the present, I think, for the time being, as I get pretty dark and panicky if I go too far into the future.
As the roots of a plant anchor it in the ground and give it stability, the knowledge of one's cultural and spiritual heritage gives a sure foundation on which to build one's sense of identity...
Posted byKarma at Saturday, February 10, 2007 0 comments
Labels: being
recipe
Thursday, February 1, 2007
ingredients:
- 1 heart
- very very sharp knife
- pair of gloves
- jiffy bag, pre-addressed
- phone
- phone courier, arrange for a pick-up at 2pm sharp. Pre-pay.
- at 1:45pm go to kitchen. Put gloves on.
- place 2 fingers to the left of breast bone.
- exhale completely, and place tip of knife to the left of two fingers, holding with both hands.
- inhale sharply, at the same time driving knife deep into chest.
- twist knife into a careful circle, counterclockwise, the shape of a small fist.
- using right hand, carefully scoop out heart, discarding small bone fragments.
- place in pre-addressed jiffy bag.
- go to front door, place bag outside of front door, close door.
Posted byKarma at Thursday, February 01, 2007 1 comments
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